Feeling down Today. I'm feeling like I should face the reality I won't get to do art anymore. I don't want to, but am I just kidding myself? How do I keep the baby entertained if my face, thoughts, and attention are towards a canvas or a screen?
I've tried having her beside me in a bassinet, beside me with an activity arch on the floor. Beside me in a bouncy seat and even just in my lap. She cries or gets bored or something! Not wanting to take naps just adds to my frustration of having no breaks during the day to potentially make art. I've even tried the carrying harness to get chores done.
This is why people are not having kids anymore. Productivity is too valuable. Independence to do what you want, unless it's unproductive. How can you possibly do any thing of value in life if you are too busy caring for a child?
I love my little girl and I don't regret being given her from God. I do wonder if she will be an only child though.
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